My wife and I have been married for eighteen years and have a six year old daughter. I love my wife, but for three years I have been seeing a sex worker in a Munich brothel, Magdalena. She is the only working girl I ever visit, and I have fallen in love with her. Although I realize this may be less than ideal, I love both my wife and Magdalena.
I hear some people saying that this may be "adultery," and, further, that it could be a mortal sin and maybe I shouldn't take communion! I am a good Catholic and want to do the right thing. Surely God recognizes the stable and loving relationship I enjoy alongside my marriage? What should I do?
Muddled in Munich
Don't be so hard on yourself. As the editors of the traditions gathered together under the name "Jeremiah" wrote: "The heart is perverse above all things, and unsearchable, who can know it?" Pascal, though only a Frenchman, expressed a similar sentiment when he said, "The heart has its reasons that reason knows not." What these authors, separated by centuries, agree upon is this: you cannot control whom you love.
The important thing is that we find a way for you to feel welcome in the Church in your clandestine extramarital relationship with Magdalena. Is it right to call a committed, though unorthodox, loving relationship adultery? I think not. So enjoy the blessings of love (and love!) and do not let small-hearted naysayers keep you from communion!
I am sending you an autographed copy of Pope Francis' friend and collaborator Archbishop Victor Manuel Fernandez's "Heal Me With Your Mouth: the Art of Kissing." (Sounds like you could use it!)
God bless you!
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